i am aware
that i am investment
that should live to expectations
or to be a disappointment
and discarded
"There's something wrong with you."
Fuck you too. 
breathe in the scent of destruction
let the dust of your old self blow away
burn in your veins power and creation
who said you had to obey?
and you are on fire
with life and desire
like a porcelain doll
you are tempted to play with her
but in your excitement
you will shatter her
and cut your fingers
trying to pick up the jagged pieces
and scarlet drops will
stain her delicate face
though pretty before
has now gained 
the twisted kind 
of beauty that only
things broken obtain

she is
broken and 
beautiful
but 
unusable 
“How many times have people used a pen or paintbrush because they couldn’t pull the trigger?”


― Virginia Woolf
something good to counter the bad
@ 21:41  0 stares
"You talk with ease and confidence and you seem genuine and interesting. You are not one dimensional. Instead there are many facets to you and I think that makes you fascinating."

Feeling surprised and slightly flustered, I fixed my eyes on a point in his snowy hair. "The truth is I don't think I'm very good at social interactions... But I'm working on it!"

He smiled warmly. "Well, you certainly don't come across that way."
" I am mummy. Without me, you are nothing."
.
Saturday, 2 November 2013 @ 22:17  0 stares
when we were born      
                                        they did not warn
         just how easily      
                                     our malleable
                little hearts        
                                 can be
                         
                             torn
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