"I don’t want to learn in a classroom anymore. I want to travel and talk to people and learn that way. I want to learn as I go, gathering knowledge and not being rigorously tested on it. I don’t want to lose passion in the things I like because of the worry of exams. I want to be fueled by snippets of knowledge I gain from people and be inquisitive. School has stolen my passion for the things I’m interested in and I hate it for that."
i am aware
that i am investment
that should live to expectations
or to be a disappointment
and discarded
"There's something wrong with you."
Fuck you too. 
breathe in the scent of destruction
let the dust of your old self blow away
burn in your veins power and creation
who said you had to obey?
and you are on fire
with life and desire
like a porcelain doll
you are tempted to play with her
but in your excitement
you will shatter her
and cut your fingers
trying to pick up the jagged pieces
and scarlet drops will
stain her delicate face
though pretty before
has now gained 
the twisted kind 
of beauty that only
things broken obtain

she is
broken and 
beautiful
but 
unusable 
“How many times have people used a pen or paintbrush because they couldn’t pull the trigger?”


― Virginia Woolf
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