Floating, detached, the voices, the people and their stupid fucking insignificant problems and follies, I just want to block it out.  I don't feel like I belong here at all. Take me somewhere far far away, somewhere beautiful and exciting. But that will never happen. It's why I wish so much.... but I don't have what it takes. I don't want this life I can see, predict so perfectly, another that is similar to those around me.
Please.