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Saturday, 30 March 2013 @ 01:44  0 stares
Even expressions of their care annoy me now. At signs of it, I retreat back into my shell, like a snail. She was right. I am cold, I'm becoming even colder. It hurts now, because even she is beginning to see things, the person I try not to hurt by hiding everything from. And I can't deny it, only stay silent because it is the truth. I'm beginning to understand what Daul felt like. It is like she said, like I almost want to cut every positive thing out my life and see my self fall, fail and disappear.

I seem to be stuck in a kind of limbo, sitting here, doing nothing, feeling nothing, just ... waiting.
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