Sunday, 18 May 2014 @ 05:41 0 stares
i don't know.
do you want to die?
no.
do you want to live?
i think so.
what do you want to be?
happy?
what about other people?
i want them to be happy to.
what's wrong then?
our happys don't really match up.
what's most important to you?
to love and be loved?
aren't you doing that?
is it really that?
what would you rather satify?
your short term self? your long term self?
my long term self?
then you are on the right track for a successful life aren't you?
that's my problem. im not sure i want this successful life.
why?
it just doesn't feel right. i know i will hate it.
why?
won't it make other people happy?
why can't you just do it for them?
why can't you stay strong for them?
because i'm a dreamer and i can dream of things i am missing and feel down deep that im not where i should be everything just feels wrong
what are you going to do?
where are you going to go?
what will really make you happy?
what will make them happy and you happy?
does anything?