The thoughts just get louder and louder in my head and other people interject and I just want to scream out everyone shut the hell up because I feel like I might burst and I just want the thoughts to stop. I want to function normally. I want to be able to breathe again. I want to go a day being carefree. I want to be peaceful inside. 

It's like the time my friend told me I woke her up in the middle of the night on camp because I kept repeating "quiet, quiet, quiet, quiet" in my sleep. I'm so scared one day I just snap.